mine pregnancy one

The things I miss:

breathing in swirls of blue, tasting my breath as sweet or bitter.
clothes that fit.


The things I wish I could do without for good:

emotions that choke, that lurch up out of no where.
lack of olfactory function.


The things I am grateful for:

apparently women usually get sick? but apparently i don't.
people finally don't care whether or not i'm skinny, or at least they keep their comments to themselves.


The things I'll be ready to let go of:

the need to sleep for 8 hours, not including a nap.
my heart beating faster than normal (or so it seems) and having a harder time breathing (or so it seems).


That's all for today.